So…
It’s finally almost time to be done.
Yesterday I wrote my last test. Eva. If you must know it was the operating systems term test, and it was pretty damn horrible. Enough said. Anyways, that wasn’t the point.
I’m not usually very feely-touchy about these things and when I saw other people who were about to graduate being super excited my reaction was usually: meh. I totally didn’t expect to be counting all the “last” things. Last week was the last assignment I would ever hand in. This week is the last test. In a week in a half it will be the last exam I will ever write.
Wow.
It feels like I’ve spent all of my life at UofT. No wonder, considering that I’ve been here for the past five and a half years. I kinda stopped even thinking that there’s life beyond this stage, I tend to go between one assignment/test rush to the next. Finally there’s a light at the end of the tunnel and it took me a bit of time to even figure out whether that’s good or bad.
At the beginning of the semester when I realized that it was the “last” I was kinda confused. What comes next? Yeah I knew I’m gonna go to an internship at Google, but that was only a temporary thing. Then I’ll come back to Toronto, and then what? Good question. I was still considering whether I should go to grad school or not at that point, but as the semester wound up I realized that I’ve had enough of this for a while. And that’s where the finality of it all started setting in. What happens next, after the summer? I still don’t really know the answer to that question, but now I think I’m getting over that tipping point of being excited instead of just confused.
I think it’s time to take over the world. Take no prisoners!!1!
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